Blabberings May 28
Sometimes you wish you are a bit more diligent with your work. Finish up everything before the day ends, so that you won’t accumulate work one day after another.
But sometimes when the clock strikes 7pm, you feel the urge to go back. Even if you have loads of plans to finish your work, you will relent after having a refreshing bath, and you will want to pursue your own interests. You tell yourself, “Hey, it’s my life! I’m off!”
Sometimes you initiate Excel sheets to record ongoing work, so that everything is on track and you will be able to see things at one glance.
Sometimes things start off fine, and you become lazy again to update the sheets. And you are in a mess when things are questioned.
Sometimes you wish that you can speak up, have a bit more guts to be a b*tch, pass on the work that is not supposed to be your responsibility, throw back things at relevant people, just so that you won’t feel too stressed out when you are the bottleneck and when problems start occurring.
But when you see your team struggling like crazy, you volunteer to help them, then in the end when you are tied up with other things, you are stressed to the max.
Sometimes I wish I can always stay motivated and initiative. But everyone has a lazy nature (tell me who don’t have!) and I am of no exception.
Anyway, I have to face what I have to face, and I still got a lot to learn.
I need to be less lazy and more motivated. I HAVE TO.